complicated / dream 10

now this is totally messed up.

peepshow.
paycheck.
broken glass.
mist.

I was stunned.

and on the end of the dream. I can see and head the crows. surrounding me like an aura. to be more freakier, today after going from coffee, crows almost surrounded me in the centre of the city. flying over me ... 'talking' or something.

and I wasnt alone, I was happy and satisfied.

night 4 - the garden

In the garden, in my head, I will be happy.



It's sad that I had this dream, of me in the garden, buying myself 2 golden ruby rings, but only for me. Will it be, only me in the future, or the two of us. My heart is still rotten and it needs someone who understands my way of life.

I don't doubt I didn't find a person for me, maybe I did maybe I didn't, but I know this will happen this summer, I don't doubt it.

Will it come, will it be, in my garden, I'm happy, I'm free.

3d night - connections

connections that are made, will be shaken. broken maybe, but I doubt it. the rest of summer will be successful - somehow on some field, it will be.



connection that wont break so easily, so strong that they can survive an earthquake.

Me and my dreams.

Dreams tell you what you want, what you need.
My mind is strange, I get pictures and flashes maybe from other life, maybe from my 'twisted' and 'morbid' mind, but I always like them. People can call me strange, lunatic. Maybe I am all of that but still, my dreams is place where I live.

The sounds, the motions, the pictures, the events. Its telling me that something beautiful will happen. I know that, now I just need to wait till it does.

I had a dream, and it was something like this.



Do I only see love in the picture, the happiness, the future ... ?