Go go go
Push him away
No no no
Don't let him stay

He gets inside to stare at her
The seeping mouth
The mouth that knows
The secret you
Always you
A smile to hide the fear away
Oh smear this man across the walls
Like strawberries and cream
Its the only way to be

Exactly the same clean room
Exactly the same clean bed
But I've stayed away too long this time
And I've got too big to fit this time...

13th night

place where i belong
place where other 'freaks' are
place where i feel safe
place what i can call,
home

Dream 12, crows

2 crows, found each other.
The game is going to start, soon.

complicated / dream 10

now this is totally messed up.

peepshow.
paycheck.
broken glass.
mist.

I was stunned.

and on the end of the dream. I can see and head the crows. surrounding me like an aura. to be more freakier, today after going from coffee, crows almost surrounded me in the centre of the city. flying over me ... 'talking' or something.

and I wasnt alone, I was happy and satisfied.

dream 9, cat

somehow some things are clear now, but on the other hand they are not.
some complications are here, but I cant figure out how to clear them.

ah. typical me, I will stay on one spot till I dont figure out the solution... and all will be over than and no returning back.

wonderful... thats my life.

did I mention how I hate to wait??

dream 8

pornography.

Mood swings

Yes, this is my mood for last few weeks.

I have no idea whats wrong with me, ok I know but I wont tell. Still, its bugging me and I dont know what to do. Yay. Sometimes I love my life :3

Lets see --- whats new. I got tattooed, again. No you cant see it :3 It isnt on visible place so you are damn lucky if you saw it ;) DAMN lucky *giggles*.
I'm ultra misanthropic this summer, and I like it. Hanging out with tops 4 people, other ignoring. Going on coffee and taking a long walks.

Ah, summer... I hate you.